Katerina Gagaki spoke, in a disarmingly honest interview with Romina Xyda and Proto Thema, about the anorexia problem she faced, her love affairs, her fears and impasses.
“I'm a shockingly insecure person. The one area I have always been strong in is my work. In my relationships I was always the "loser" and there has never been a man that I left him. Having done years of psychoanalysis, however, I realized that the real abuser in my relationships was me. At the time when I was arriving at the amen my partner of the dayI fell to the floor, I burst into tears and begged him to come back. That's what I lived for. For the moment of drama and horror. Through this crying, however, I was not expressing real pain, but the need to be noticed by my environment. To always be the star in their eyes" admitted the communication director of the ANT1 group.
Naturally, she also referred to the difficult period of adolescence from which her problem with bulimia and anorexia arose: “Wait 17 my about years, where I was the perfect student, I decided that I don't want anything or anyone in my life. This is how bulimia and anorexia made a hole in my life. I was mainly bulimic, an illness that I went through in a very bad way creating serious hormonal issues in my body. A great psychiatrist helped me out of that crisis – psychoanalysthe confessed.
Katerina Gagaki also referred to the health problem her mother faced: «When my mother faced a rare disease many years ago, I stood firmly on my feet and worked hard both not to think and not to burden them financially. From this story my mother taught me that a positive mind can win over time. Unfortunately, I am a pessimist, negative person, who considers all the buzz about mind and soul power to be nonsense. That's why since I was a child I consider Pollyanna the stupidest fairy tale of all time. No, for the end of my own people I am not ready and I will never be. That's why that at some point I will collapse is more than certain».
Still, about the possibility of her mutating in the face of the possibility of becoming a mother, Katerina Gagaki stated: "If a child comes into my life, then everything, but everything, they will come second. Even me. But the terrible thing about me is that I don't really want a child. And I say it's terrible, becausethere comes a time in life when you are not the sardara with friends and social life, but a woman alone…»
End, he admitted: "I want to be unhappy on defense at times. I tremble at the moments when I feel happy lest someone invades with the so-so I want and deprives me of them for no reason or reason. To me the pain of being deprived of these happy moments is far more threatening than unhappiness. A misfortune that, to be fair, I have not experienced. That is why I fear the moment when it will appear. I fear what my own mind can do to my body and soul. Sometimes, I'm afraid of me».
